hey its been a while since i have rote ane thing in here but yeh. i am in kilcoy for 2 weeks on  holidays so thets kinda sweet! HAPPY EASTER everyone hope ya all get lotsa chocolate's but dont eat to much lol

YAY hey guys its mah BIRTHDAY today well rite now im now 15 yay  well yeah im off luv yas bye

hey guys so here it is another rainy nite up here in the tropical life of north queensland well i suppose its not thet bad once you get used to it welll if u ever do get used to it. welll school started just the other day its been alright bit hard to settle back in as at new schools it always is but its all going well for me here settled in great at home everything jsut seems like a differnt life up here u have boundaries thet i can never live up to its a hole different world no parties to go to no drinking basically im just a normal teenager thet has no where to go nothing to do but to hang out with the 'rents all day yes how boring like tell me about it life up here isnt thet great at all if ur looking throu those aspects but i guess u gotta live with it. well its my bday on the 4th yay big 15yr old alert ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! yay only 2 more years till i leave school and settle in a new house away from here and when i say away i mean far away i miss everything so much its just hard to live here knowing there are better places to be better things to do and just everythings better! i mean come on have u guys ever lived somewhere where the shopping centre is less then half hour away? well i used to and then u get up here and it takes 2 hours to go to a shopping centre and its like every 2 months u go there and its really fucked but yeh im over it well i just dont no exactly wat to rite anymore my mind has gone blank. but jsut a note to dustin dont think everyone is against u wen they arent some mite be but not all life isnt thet bad jsut live it to the fullest and u will be rite yeeah ur probably thinkin wat do u no ur jsut 15 well it cant be thet hard if u have faith in yourself and stop putting ur self down all the time u will have a better selfasteam and feel better bout ur self ok so live and belive and everything will work out fine for u k well im gunna go now talk to ya all soon luv yas xoxo

hey guys well its been a while since ive written, alot of stuff has been hapening i moved to my mums cuz of shit at my dads i couldnt handle so yea im at cairns now  living the wet tropics life its a bitch but i guess its life so yea i got a puppy her names fetta and shes adorable shes so cute and lil and she is white and fluffy. i miss all mah frenz so much spechally you dusty keep in touch ay and write me emails and letters k kewl so yeh i miss my besty jess and i luv her soo much and i cant wait till june july cuz i will come back to kilcyville and visit ya all  well i gotta go so tlk soon luv yas all mwa

 

 k well heres the story here i was on msn talking to my friends until this guy i was sorta kinda dating came on i no him from my old skewl well anyways i was soo happy to see his name come up as online and i was like omg i luv u soo much and wanna be with u always just as i was about to send it he was all like can we jsut be friends................... i felt like my heart was no longer there like sumone was stabiing me to peices and i couldnt breath and i was standing in darkness with no shadow and no one could here me wen i scream i luved him soo much until he broke my heart now here i am laying on the ground with a knife in my hand thinkin my life is no longer worth living and i dont have a heart no more, there is no room for anyone i could ever luv i cant go throu with this as tears fall don my face like waterfalls i was there thinkin wat should i do i cant go throu with this any longer he was the luv of my life and may only be the one i was lookin for he was the man of my dreams he was my everything and now hes gone forever........................ few moments later i get a txt msg and look who its from michael seying do u still like me ?     do i still like him oh yes i still like him even thou he BROKE my heart TORN my dreams ENDED most of my life wat the fuck was he thinkin ? oh so wats he sey i didnt mean it............... oh yeh wat u jsut acidentaly wrote it like who does he think i am ? guys are a waste of time  ecspecially the onse like him so i sey to him  wat was he thinkin just droping me like thet until i get another txt sorry can we still go out i mean wat the fuck am i suposed to do bow down to him and call him jesus of course not